The Fractured Wisdom Series Episode 6 - Michael Jackson ("Everything in Between Can Be Dealt With")

Michael Jackson said something once that people have been quoting ever since. He said, if you enter this world knowing you are loved and leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with. It's a beautiful sentence. It's the kind of thing you read on a poster in a therapist's waiting room or here in a eulogy or see shared a thousand times on the internet by people who need for it to be true.

And part of it is true. Love at the beginning matters. Love at the end matters. No one's arguing with that.

But the middle of that sentence, everything that happens in between can be dealt with is where the lie lives. Can be dealt with is one of the most dangerous phrases in the English language because it doesn't mean understood. It doesn't mean confronted. It doesn't mean built through, transformed by or consciously survived.

It means endured. Endurance without architecture. And endurance without architecture, without consciousness, without honest reckoning. This is not strength.

This is the slow performance of survival while the interior collapses. The man who deals with his father's cruelty by numbing it is not dealing with it. He's storing it. The woman who deals with her marriage by tolerating it is not dealing with it.

She's dying inside a structure. She's mistaken for stability. The child who deals with abandonment by becoming exceptional is not dealing with it. He's building an empire on top of a wound and calling the empire proof that the wound doesn't matter.

And if that child grows up to become the most famous human being on the planet, if he builds Neverland, if he moonwalks across every stage on earth, if he sells more records than anyone else who has ever lived, has he dealt with what happened in between? Michael Jackson is the answer to his own quote. He entered the world loved. He left the world alone, medicated, exhausted, surrounded by people who needed things from him.

And everything that happened in between was not dealt with. It was performed through, danced through, medicated through, monetized, mythologized, but not dealt with. So the problem is not the love. The problem is the assumption that love at the beginning or the end is sufficient scaffolding for a human life.

It is not. Love tells you that you matter. It doesn't tell you how to build. It doesn't teach you how to sit with what is broken inside you without reaching for the nearest anesthetic.

Whether that's a substance, a performance, a relationship, or a persona so large that the person inside it disappears entirely. I've written about what I call fragment theory, the idea that in childhood we make impossible choices about which parts of ourselves to keep and which parts to exile. We do this to survive, the child who is loved but also harmed, and these are not mutually exclusive. This child learns to elevate the fragment that receives love, an exile, a fragment that holds the pain.

This isn't pathology, it is psychological intelligence. It's the only engineering available to a developing mind under pressure. But the exiled fragment doesn't disappear at weights. It surfaces in addiction, compulsion, in relationships that recreate the original wound, in empires built to prove something to someone who stopped watching decades ago.

Love doesn't integrate the fragments. Only conscious work does, and dealing with it is not conscious work. It's the phrase people use when they've decided not to do the work. Here's what's true.

If you enter this world knowing you're loved, you have a foundation. That's real. And that's an advantage that cannot be overstated. Many people don't even have that.

But a foundation is not a building. A foundation is the thing you build upon. And if you spend your entire life pointing at the foundation at the focal point and saying, Look, I was loved while the structure above it rots. You've not built anything.

You've inherited something and mistaken inheritance for architecture. Perhaps a more well-built version of Michael Jackson's quote could be. If you enter this world knowing you're loved, you've been given the raw material. What you build with it or fail to build is entirely yours.

That is less comforting. It doesn't fit on a poster. It won't be shared 10 million times. But it is more true.

Because the middle of your life, the part between arrival and departure, is not something to be dealt with. It's the only part that is yours to build. The love you were given at the beginning was someone else's gift. The love you hope to feel at the end is a wish.

The middle is the construction site. And most people spend their entire lives on that site without ever picking up a tool. They endure, they cope, they get through it, they deal with it. And when they arrive at the end, they wonder why the building is empty.

Michael Jackson wrote a song called Man in the Mirror. He told the world to look at themselves and make a change. It became an anthem. People sang it in stadiums.

They played it at funerals. They quoted it in speeches. And he's the pattern beneath the performance. The man who wrote that song, the man who told the world to look in the mirror, spent the last two decades of his life altering his own reflection, surgically, chemically, architecturally.

He built Neverland, a place named after a children's story about a boy who never grows up and then he retreated into it. Now this is not cruelty. And I'm not judging the man. This is recognition.

This is the pattern that his own quote tried to hide because for him, looking at what is in the interior was too difficult for him. Michael Jackson was loved at the beginning and he was absolutely loved at the end and still is by millions who never knew him. And everything in between was not dealt with. It was spectacular.

It was unprecedented. It changed music and dance and culture forever. And it also consumed him. But love without architecture is fuel without an engine.

It burns. It gives light. It gives warmth and eventually it gives out. You were loved, perhaps, perhaps not, perhaps partially, conditionally in ways that carried cost.

But that's not the question. The question is what you're building in the middle right now today. Not whether you can endure it, not whether you can deal with it or survive it long enough to reach the end and be told your love again. The question is whether you're constructing something in the space between birth and death or simply passing through it, calling endurance a life.

Now Michael Jackson was the most gifted performer the world has ever seen. And the quote he's most remembered for is a beautiful permission slip to avoid the very work his life proved was necessary. Love is never enough. It never was.

It's the start. It's a foundation. And what you build after that is the life. If any of this cut close, if something in this episode named a pattern, you've been circling but haven't faced.

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