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Why you feel guilty when you rest | The Death of the Savior

By , qualified therapist, author and philosophical mythologist. Twenty years in private practice. Enter the Atlas (free)

2026-10-30

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You sit down to rest, and it feels like you're letting someone down.

"Rest feels like negligence, like abandonment of my post, like evidence that I wasn't actually as committed as I claimed to be."

From my book The Death of the Savior.

I wrote that about myself, when I was working seventy to ninety hours a week. If your worth comes from what you give up for others, then sitting down feels like you're taking something from them.

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